Abandoned

It's the second time it had happened to me in the space of a year.

It's the fourth time I am forced to pick myself up after helplessly seeing my hopes shatter and break into a million pieces.

I don't believe in curses, karma and jinxes but this certainly had me questioning my beliefs. I wonder whether I am am forever fated to come to a dead end in these 'issues'. I won't pretend this was a big blow. Once again, its over. Goodbye. Adios.

The dark clouds are over me. I am at the receiving end of the battering rainfall. I can feel it, forever a painful reminder of my failure.

I am sore. Anger pulsed through my head. The bitter taste of defeat is fresh on my tongue. Once bitter, twice as dangerous. I won't be easily swayed next time. Mark my words.